well this has been an eventful latter end of a year. to begin where?

lets start back in april/may when through what baboushka describes as a fated event i met the lovely jeremy - my man on a wonderful day out in southport for another friend's brithday. as you can probably tell through many of my pics i am utterly head over heels for him and feel we share that special bond ^^ (mush mush i know but hey one is free to be smitten!)hence a fantastic summer holiday ensued with moments i shall never forget <3  

passing my a-levels took me to the university of exeter, studying conservation biology and ecology at it's cornwall campus in the lovely falmouth - i am very privileged to be in such a gorgeous location though i dearly miss all my loved ones (particularly pets and the bf) but i have to get used to the distance if i aim to travel with future work - on the positive side it will make the time we have together even more treasured.

yet all motion stopped when on the 13th october my mother passed away. although she had been quite ill over the past year or so i had not realised it was so bad but if i am honest it was not really 'her' in the end and i am glad her spirit has now been fully set free and she is no longer suffering...it will take time to heal but this has made me realise how vital the bonds i have with dear ones are and know that it is not about the quantity of life but its quality.

so this made me have some readjustments as to how i see life so i have since been trying my best to enjoy my time on earth and make those special moments i have count...which is the theme i aim to take with me into the new year -

hope you enjoy my latest uploads as i feel they document well much of the emotion of recent happenings